Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Zen Outside the Box

Where there is carrion lying, meat-eating birds circle and descend. Life and death are two. The living attack the dead, to their own profit. The dead lose nothing by it. They gain too, by being disposed of. Or they seem to, if you must think in terms of gain and loss. Do you then approach the study of Zen with the idea that there is something to be gained by it? This question is not intended as an implicit accusation. But it is, nevertheless, a serious question. Where there is a lot of fuss about “spirituality,” “enlightenment” or just “turning on,” it is often because there are buzzards hovering around a corpse. This hovering, this circling, this descending, this celebration of victory, are not what is meant by the Study of Zen—even though they may be a highly useful exercise in other contexts. And they enrich the birds of appetite.
Zen enriches no one. There is no body to be found. The birds may come and circle for a while in the place where it is thought to be. But they soon go elsewhere. When they are gone, the “nothing,” the “no-body” that was there, suddenly appears. That is Zen. It was there all the time but the scavengers missed it, because it was not their kind of prey. – Thomas Merton

So reads the author’s note to Zen and the Birds of Appetite – one which for years now I’ve assumed I would one day work into a blog post. It’s rather harsh, isn’t it? Who are those scavengers? Am I one of them?

I think it’s safe to say that, for any given individual, Zen practice is an ever-changing dynamic. During my tenure helping out with the instruction of beginners, it was quite common to find people hoping to gain something, whether it be refuge, meaning, knowledge, enlightenment, peace of mind, community, an escape from the chaos of modernity, or a means to cope with pain, grief, anxiety, depression and substance abuse. And how could I possibly claim exemption from a good number of those!

Ox-herding Picture Number 9

As practice progresses, however, (toward what?) one begins to realize change. But what exactly has changed? If anything, what is gained via Zen practice amounts to addition by subtraction – a dropping off of ideas, concepts, beliefs, expectations, unnecessary stuff and unnecessary activity. But what happens when we begin to drop off huge chunks of what we once thought Zen practice was all about?

In another century I might have been one of those monks who heads off into the mountains to live as a hermit up above some little village. But even as my mind is such, the life that I am living includes a house, a job, a partner, and so many other predictable worldly connections.    

My practice these days is a solitary one. I have a zendo set up in my living room where I sit in meditation daily, most often alone. On the other hand, it’s difficult to say that my practice is truly solitary when I’m sitting with the entire world each time that I do – not unlike that monk up in the mountains practicing for the sake of all of the townspeople down below and the world all around.

Now, some might say that I need a teacher. But, in fact, I have many. The entire world is my teacher. Some might say that I need a community to practice with. In fact, I have one. The entire world is my community. Such ideas have gotten me labeled individualistic, arrogant, egotistical, and delusional. More often than not, though, such labels are assigned to me whenever I refuse to stay inside the box that has been created for me by the mind of another.
Zen student to teacher: "I come seeking liberation."
Zen teacher to student: "Who has enslaved you? Show me your chains!" +
Indeed. Did the student need to hear even a single additional word?

This past week, while driving home from Colorado, my partner and I listened to a series of lectures by Ram Das packaged together as Experiments in Truth. Somewhere along the way, Ram Das suggested that the ideal method for becoming free would be one that self-destructs once it is no longer needed. In other words, the method frees the self from clinging even as it leaves nothing behind to cling to. Of course, this is not necessarily an original idea. The Buddha himself remarked that once you’ve used the raft of the teachings to reach the other side it no longer makes much sense to go around carrying that raft on your back. The following is an excerpt of what the Buddha reportedly said:
There is the case where the man, having crossed over, would think, 'How useful this raft has been to me! For it was in dependence on this raft that, making an effort with my hands & feet, I have crossed over to safety on the further shore. Why don't I, having dragged it on dry land or sinking it in the water, go wherever I like?' In doing this, he would be doing what should be done with the raft. In the same way, monks, I have taught the Dhamma compared to a raft, for the purpose of crossing over, not for the purpose of holding onto. Understanding the Dhamma as taught compared to a raft, you should let go even of Dhammas, to say nothing of non-Dhammas. (MN 22)

What does the Buddha mean by “crossing over”? Some will say that he is referring to anuttara samyak sambodhi, unsurpassed right awakening. But such a person – with the understanding of a Buddha – would not need to be told what to do with the raft at that point, would she? I tend to think, then, that he is referring to ordinary monks, with ordinary understanding. He is telling us the attitude we should have toward the very method that leads to our liberation.

There is a scene in the remade film version of Somerset Maugham’s The Razor’s Edge in which Bill Murray’s character is sitting reading at the entrance to a cave high up in the snow-packed Himalayas. He sits in lotus posture, dutifully reading the words of some holy book, no doubt. His fire burns low, and he is starting to shiver. He has no fuel left to burn – save for the book in his hands, and the stack of others at his side. Slowly, with a half-smile on his face it seems, he begins to tear pages from his book and throw them on the fire. The words of others can only take us so far. At some point we have to stand on our own two feet, so to speak, and look our very existence right in the eye that we might finally resolve the “great matter.” At such time the words of another will mean not a whit.

A skilled psychotherapist will have a client convey his story just enough to be able to guide him beyond it to greater psychological health. On the other hand, an unskilled therapist will have a client mired in his story, mired in the telling of his story, and mired in a perceived need to have the psychotherapist hear his story. Bad psychotherapy, then, involves an endless rehashing of stories of victimhood or brokenness to the point where those stories have more power over the individual than the actual experience(s) of harm ever did.

So, have we become attached to our deluded nature, our suffering self, our need for dependency on a teacher, our teacher’s need for our dependency on her, our need for a parental figure to guide us, our need to associate with others just like us, our journey toward some presumed perfect way of seeing and being, the retelling of our story, etc., etc.? Are we like the birds of appetite that Merton speaks of – always circling, always ready to dive in and snatch a morsel that never seems to satisfy our insatiable hunger?  

Dogen resolved the “great matter” to his satisfaction and then went on to teach so many others – including me. The man depicted in the Ox-herding Pictures found his mind and walked off back to the marketplace. How much more do you need to know in order to enjoy the freedom of your birthright? The answer will come to you. In the meantime, I’ll be sitting quietly in meditation and looking for you out in the marketplace!

Ox-herding Picture Number 10

+ I’ve stumbled across variations on this dialogue numerous times with the only attribution being “Zen Story” or something to that effect. One possible early Western source is a transcribed lecture by Alan Watts from the 1970s. See references below. The version here has been adapted for the sake of brevity and impact.  

Ox-herding Pictures 9 & 10 via:


Majjhima Nikaya 22 (MN 22). Alagaddupama sutta: the water-snake simile (Thanissaro Bhikkhu, Tr.). Access to Insight (Legacy Edition), 17 December 2013,
Merton, T. (1968) Zen and the birds of appetite. Published by New Directions.
Watts, A. (1996) Myth and religion: The edited transcripts. Charles E. Tuttle Company, Inc.

Copyright 2015 by Mark Frank

Friday, June 5, 2015

This Moment is Sublime... Wish I Were Here

It’s a postcard cliché: The beach is gorgeous! Wish you were here… The weather is magnificent! Wish you were here… The skiing is fabulous! Wish you were here… Isn’t everything gorgeous, magnificent and fabulous when we’re off in some exotic locale without any responsibility other than to enjoy ourselves each and every moment of every single day?

It’s easy to “live in the moment” when we’re off on vacation. It’s easy to “live in the now” when everything is new and interesting, carefree and pleasurable. It’s easy to “be present” when where we’re at is just so very enjoyable! Yes, a really good vacation takes our mind far away from the concerns and drudgery of our workaday world. It gives us time and permission to watch the sunset, to walk in the woods, to relax on the beach, to dine in fine restaurants, to take in new sights, or simply to cease our endless doing. But even as our mind is far, far away from our ordinary life, our body is right there with it! We are totally present for our life!

That’s quite the opposite of how we often live – with our body right here and our mind far, far away: Our body is getting a report together, but our mind (a large chunk of it anyway) is thinking about the weekend. Our body is doing the household chores, but our mind is off daydreaming or thinking about how monotonous our work is. Our body is eating lunch, but our mind is thinking about what a jerk so-and-so was. We’re not really “here” for much of our lives, are we?

We wouldn’t really need mindfulness training if we simply lived each moment as if we were on the best vacation we’ve ever had, would we? Unfortunately, ordinary life seems to lack specialness. It tends to seem boring. It’s not always much fun. And so our mind wanders off in order to find something more interesting – and it does. But how is it that our lives lose their specialness in the first place? We’ve only so many moments. Why do we let ourselves fall into the trap of squandering them so willy-nilly?

Talk to someone who’s been brought face-to-face with their own mortality and you’ll likely find someone who has regained an appreciation of the specialness of each moment – no matter how “ordinary” that moment may be. Waiting in line, driving to work, making our way through our inbox, mopping the floor – no matter how mundane the task, we are always the universe observing the universe. Is that not special enough?

Early Buddhists sometimes meditated in the charnel ground, with dead and decaying bodies lying about, in order that they might fully comprehend the impermanent nature of existence. Being in such close proximity to death has a way of focusing the mind. On the other hand, we affluent Westerners have insulated ourselves so completely from death, disease, poverty and hardship that it quite often takes something personally drastic or life-threatening for us to wake up to our reality once again.

It needn’t be this way, however. If we so choose we can live each moment as if we’re away on a great vacation. We just have to slow down and stop running away from our life. We just need to breathe and pay attention. This moment is sublime! Wish you were here!

Lido Beach postcard from the collection of Boston Public Library via:

Copyright 2015 by Mark Frank

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Six Types of Happiness in Hesse's 'Journey to the East'

Every so often I find myself drawn to one of the books of my youth. Part nostalgic reflection, part introspective rediscovery, part discovery anew, rereading a great work of literature after many years of lived experience can be an interesting endeavor. I first read Herman Hesse’s The Journey to the East back in my youth. I’d been introduced to his work when I read Demian for a college humanities class, and I then went on to read Steppenwolf, Siddhartha, and “The Journey” in fairly quick succession. For some reason, though, I subsequently began and then abandoned mid-read The Glass Bead Game (Magister Ludi). Perhaps it’s fitting that I should wait until later in life to finish that one given the fact that it was Hesse’s final novel and all. Such a thought especially resonates with me now that I’ve discovered that I am presently the same age that Hesse was upon completion of The Journey – a realization that has me wondering whether I finally have enough life experience in my knapsack in order to really appreciate it.

The Journey was first published in German in 1932. By that time Hesse had experienced quite a bit of upheaval both in his personal life and in the world around him. On one hand were the (First) World War, a mentally ill wife, failed marriages, scathing criticism, and bouts of isolation and depression; on the other hand were successful publication and acclaim against a backdrop of the cultural and commercial explosion of the Roaring Twenties. Of course, all of this was followed up by worldwide economic collapse in the years just prior to publication of The Journey. This meteoric arc of the years just following the end of WWI can be followed in metaphorical terms as one is drawn deeper and deeper into The Journey to the East.

Portrait of Herman Hesse from a later edition of The Journey to the East

The Journey begins with a sense of irrepressible exuberance. World War has ended, and from its ashes is being built a new civilization, a new philosophy, a new spirituality, a new way of being. The horizons of art, technology, and psychology are expanding with each passing day. Jungian concepts of psychological development have risen to prominence and ideas of a collective human destiny are being entertained in secular terms as perhaps never before.

Hesse expresses this sense of expansiveness, discovery, and shared human destiny by telling the tale of a fantastical journey undertaken by the League, a sort of spiritually-oriented secret society of incomprehensibly broad reach – like if the Theosophical Society were to go in the direction of the Church of Scientology and beyond. In fact, the League is large enough that a multitude of different expeditions have embarked upon this journey almost simultaneously and are presumably making progress via their respective routes – all the while meandering through world history, geography, and literature, both real and imagined.

Interestingly, despite its collectivist nature, the League is comprised of individuals having (indeed, who are required to have) their own personal reasons for undergoing the journey. One seeks something call the Tao. Another seeks the magical snake of Kundalini. The narrator, presumably Hesse himself under the moniker H.H., seeks to meet the Princess Fatima. Worthy of note is the fact that others belonging to these entourages have goals that might be considered very mundane and selfish, such as the winning of treasure and power, or even immoral, such as the desire to assemble a collection of slaves. As Hesse describes it:
[N]umerous groups were simultaneously on their way, each following their own leaders and their own stars, each one always ready to merge into a greater unit and belong to it for a time, but always no less ready to move on again separately….
Each one of them had his own dream, his wish, his secret heart’s desire, and yet they all flowed together in the great stream, and all belonged to each other, shared the same reverence and the same faith, and had made the same vow!

It is likely that only the most observant reader will recognize the importance of Leo from the outset. Ostensibly a lowly servant in H.H.’s entourage, Leo is both a solid presence and a magnet for birds and butterflies and stray dogs along the way. It is his sudden and mysterious disappearance in the rocky gorge of Morbio Inferiore that sends the group into a tailspin from which it never recovers. A second or third reading of The Journey, however, reveals early clues of Leo’s importance on the basis of his relationship with the natural world. The fact that League novitiates must recite an oath which states, in part, that “his glance frightens and tames the wildest beasts” should be enough to let us know that Leo, once we get to know him, is not just any “lowly servant.”

Subsequent to the failures of the group in Morbio Inferiore, H.H. ends up losing touch with the League. He becomes filled with doubts – about the League, about its expedition, and about himself. He becomes obsessed with chronicling the experience of the journey, that he might find meaning in life once again. Unfortunately, this obsession seems only to further hasten his descent into anxiety and depression.

The Journey is a fantastical tale, and one tinged with a fair measure of despair. But if we allow ourselves merely to be swept up in its telling, we might miss much of the wisdom Hesse imparts along the way with regards to how to live with happiness and fulfillment. So, in keeping with the title of this post let’s look at some of the types of happiness that appear throughout the book:

The Happiness of Samadhi

Early on in the journey there is a gathering of League members at a castle in Bremgarten. Hesse’s description of it brings to mind a sprawling party of epic proportions extending into the wee hours of the morning. However, this was no drunken bacchanal. This was a gathering of great artists each immersed in his particular calling. It was an event that H.H. would later learn had been written of in the newspapers of the day as the “triumph at Bremgarten.” But what exactly did this “triumph” consist of? There is Pablo giving himself up to the playing of his Persian reed-pipe all night long. There is Leo, his face radiating joy whilst playing with a couple of poodles. There is Longus, so engrossed in his writing of Greek and Hebrew characters that dragons and snakes rise up from the page. And there is H.H., for whom time seems to stop after diving down into the river just beyond the castle walls – there to dwell with gleaming mermaids for what seemed to him like months on end. As an aside, I can imagine this representing Hesse himself lost in poetic reverie.

But what triumphs are these? They are forms of samadhi – meditative absorption. In their various ways each of these fellow travelers had arrived at a place of total immersion in activity wherein the self is forgotten. Not a single concern exists. Time and physical need is suspended for the sake of whatever activity has taken on such sacred import. Skill level and challenge are perfectly matched at a high enough level to result in what the psychologist, Csikszentmihalyi describes as flow. This is the realm of athletes, artists, and musicians, but it is also the realm of anyone who is good at something and finds it enjoyable enough to give herself over to it. Which brings us to what results after an artist has engaged in his or her flow-inducing activity – the particular samadhi of her own personal discipline…

The Happiness of Creation

Yes, artists find joy in the very act of creation itself, but their creations bring them happiness as well. Their creations allow them to be more than what they are. They become a gift to the world. They become a means to immortality. Hesse writes:
There were amongst us many artists, painters, musicians and poets. Ardent Klingsor was there and restless Hugo Wolf, taciturn Lauscher and vivacious Brentano – but however animated and lovable the personalities of these artists were, yet without exception their imaginary characters were more animated, more beautiful, happier and certainly finer and more real than the poets and creators themselves.
H.H. asks of Leo:
[Why is it] that artists sometimes appeared to be only half-alive, while their creations seemed so irrefutably alive [?]
To which Leo replies:
It is just the same with mothers. When they have borne their children and given them their milk and beauty and strength, they themselves become invisible, and no one asks about them any more.
But that is sad.
I do not think it is sadder than all other things… Perhaps it is sad and yet also beautiful. The law ordains that it shall be so… [It is] the law of service. He who wishes to live long must serve, but he who wishes to rule does not live long.

Which brings us to a life lived with meaning…

The Happiness of Meaning

One sees in the pages of The Journey a man whose life is pregnant with meaning, only to have that meaning wrested from him as the circumstances of Morbio Inferiore play out. In Hesse’s words:
It was shortly after the World War, and the beliefs of the conquered nations were in an extraordinary state of unreality. There was a readiness to believe in things beyond reality even though only a few barriers were actually overcome and few advances made into the realm of a future psychiatry. [On the other hand,] our journey at that time across the Moon Ocean to Famagusta under the leadership of Albert the Great, or say, the discovery of the Butterfly Island, twelve leagues beyond Zipangu, or the inspiring League ceremony at Rudiger's grave – those were deeds and experiences which were allotted once only to people of our time and zone.

And so H.H. yearns to find some semblance of meaning once again. He hopes that writing an account of his contingent’s ultimately failed journey to the East might be his contribution, however small, to the overall journey of the League. Whereas the journey itself had once been meaning enough, filled with discovery and contributions for the betterment of humanity, its demise created a vacuum within him – one that he felt needed to be filled with something for the sake of life itself. Hesse gives voice to H.H.’s great yearning and frustration:
I should like so very much, as one of the last survivors of our community, to save some records of our great cause. I feel like the old surviving servant of perhaps one of the Paladins of Charles the Great, who recalls a stirring series of deeds and wonders, the images and memories of which will disappear with him if he is not successful in passing some of them on to posterity by means of word or picture, tale or song. But through what expedient is it possible to tell the story of the Journey to the East? I do not know. Already this first endeavor, this attempt begun with the best intentions, leads me into the boundless and incomprehensible. I simply wanted to try to depict what has remained in my memory of the course of events and individual details of our Journey to the East. Nothing seemed more simple. And now, when I have hardly related anything, I am brought to a halt by a single small episode which I had not originally thought of at all, the episode of Leo's disappearance. Instead of a fabric, I hold in my hands a bundle of a thousand knotted threads which would occupy hundreds of hands for years to disentangle and straighten out, even if every thread did not become terribly brittle and break between the fingers as soon as it is handled and gently drawn...

Our Journey to the East and our League, the basis of our community, has been the most important thing, indeed the only important thing in my life, compared with which my own individual life has appeared completely unimportant. And now that I want to hold fast to and describe this most important thing, or at least something of it, everything is only a mass of separate fragmentary pictures which has been reflected in something, and this something is myself, and this self, this mirror, whenever I have gazed into it, has proved to be nothing but the uppermost surface of a glass plane. I put my pen away with the sincere intention and hope of continuing tomorrow or some other time, or rather to begin anew, but at the back of my intention and hope, at the back of my really tremendous urge to relate our story, there remains a dreadful doubt.

The Happiness of Community

Indeed, meaning had been an afterthought when H.H. was part of a greater community. The League was moving onward, propelling the human race forward, expanding the horizons of understanding. Yes, each League novitiate was required to have a personal goal, but these personal goals were like the caulk sealing the hull of a great sailing vessel – the vessel of the League and humanity itself. The community of the League required no reflection as to its meaning – meaning was required only upon its dissolution.

The Happiness of Service

Spoiler alert! I cannot complete this post without giving away the ending. If you are so inclined, set this post aside and return to it at a later date once you’ve read the entire novel.

H.H. comes to realize that the only way forward is to try to find out what happened to the lowly servant, Leo – to meet him and perhaps discuss the events of Morbio Inferiore. Indeed, H.H. succeeds in this quest. But, unfortunately for him, Leo seems to have forgotten him. He seems to have forgotten the journey itself. Appearances can be deceiving, however. Says Leo, after much questioning by H.H.:
I am still on the journey, sir, and I still belong to the League. So many come and go; one knows people and yet does not know them. It is much easier with dogs.   
Which brings H.H. to a realization:
All the disgust for my disillusioned life which, since my return from the unsuccessful journey to the East, had become increasingly worthless and spiritless, all disbelief in myself and my abilities, all envious and regretful longing for the good and great times which I had once experienced, grew like a pain within me, grew as high as a tree, like a mountain, tugged at me, and was all related to the former task that I had begun, to the account of the Journey to the East and the League. It now seemed to me that even its accomplishment was no longer desirable or worthwhile. Only one hope still seemed worthwhile to me – to cleanse and redeem myself to some extent through my work, through my service to the memory of that great time, to bring myself once again into contact with the League and its experiences.

Self-Examination, Transcendence, Awakening

In keeping with the fantastical nature of the book, H.H. awakens the next morning to find Leo in his living room!
They have sent me for you from the League," he said. "You wrote me a letter in connection with it. I gave it to the officials. You are to appear before the High Throne. Can we go?
In rather Kafkaesque fashion, H.H. is brought before a tribunal of the League for judgment:
Self-accuser H., do you agree to recognize the Court of Justice and to submit to its judgment?"
"Yes," I replied.
"Self-accuser H.," he continued, "do you agree that the Court of Justice of the officials pass judgment on you without the President in the Chair, or do you desire the President himself to pass judgment on you."
"I agree," I said, "to be judged by the officials, either with or without the President in the Chair."
The Speaker was about to reply when, from the very back of the hall, a soft voice said: "The President is ready to pass judgment himself."

The sound of this soft voice shook me strangely. Right from the depths of the room, from the remote horizons of the archives, came a man. His walk was light and peaceful, his robe sparkled with gold. He came nearer amid the silence of the assembly, and I recognized his walk, I recognized his movements, and finally I recognized his face. It was Leo. In a magnificent, festive robe, he climbed through the rows of officials to the High Throne like a Pope. Like a magnificent, rare flower, he carried the brilliance of his attire up the stairs. Each row of officials rose to greet him as he passed. He bore his radiant office conscientiously, humbly, dutifully, as humbly as a holy Pope or patriarch bears his insignia.

I was deeply intrigued and moved in anticipation of the judgment which I was humbly prepared to accept, whether it would now bring punishment or grace. I was no less deeply moved and amazed that it was Leo, the former porter and servant, who now stood at the head of the whole League and was ready to pass judgment on me. But I was still more stirred, amazed, startled and happy at the great discovery of the day: that the League was as completely stable and mighty as ever, that it was not Leo and the League who had deserted and disillusioned me, but only that I had been so weak and foolish as to misinterpret my own experiences, to doubt the League, to consider the Journey to the East a failure, and to regard myself as the survivor and chronicler of a concluded and forgotten tale, while I was nothing more than a run-away, a traitor, a deserter.

H.H. submits himself to the judgment of the tribunal that he may return to good standing with the League. As part of his reentry he must pass a test of faith and obedience of his choosing. H.H. recoils as each prospective test is proposed.
"Cave, frater," cried the President. "Take heed, impetuous brother! I have begun with the easiest tasks which require the smallest amount of faith. Each succeeding task will be increasingly difficult. Answer me: are you prepared and willing to consult our archives about yourself?"
I went cold and held my breath, but I had understood. Each question would become more and more difficult; there was no escape except into what was still worse. Breathing deeply, I stood up and said yes.
The Speaker led me to the tables where the hundreds of filing cabinets stood. I looked for and found the letter H….
H.H. reads what the archives say about him. He finds notes related to Morbio Inferiore. It had been a test – one that the group had failed miserably, of course. He discovers that others had also written accounts of those fateful days – each one vastly different than his own recollection! Needless to say, he is mortified.
A shudder went through me at the thought of what I should still learn in this hour. How awry, altered and distorted everything and everyone was in these mirrors, how mockingly and unattainably did the face of truth hide itself behind all these reports, counter-reports and legends! What was still truth? What was still credible? And what would remain when I also learned about myself, about my own character and history from the knowledge stored in these archives?
His exploration leads him to a little niche in the wall in which there is a statue of sorts representing two figures merged together. It is a depiction of both H.H. and Leo…
Inside the figures I saw something moving, slowly, extremely slowly, in the same way that a snake moves which has fallen asleep. Something was taking place there, something like a very slow, smooth but continuous flowing or melting; indeed, something melted or poured across from my image to that of Leo's. I perceived that my image was in the process of adding to and flowing into Leo's, nourishing and strengthening it. It seemed that, in time, all the substance from one image would flow into the other and only one would remain: Leo. He must grow, I must disappear.

But Who Is Leo, Anyway?

The character of Leo represents many things in my estimation. He is both the journey and the destination. He is awake. He is H.H.’s true self, his transcendent Self, the universal Self. When H.H. says that Leo must grow and he must disappear, what exactly does he mean? What attributes of Leo are so valuable, important, and meaningful?

Let’s start with what Leo hoped to find on his journey to the East. Whereas some sought powers and even slaves, Leo sought to understand the language of birds. His was not a desire of power or riches, but one of understanding of the natural world.

He comported himself with kindness and humility. He was presumed to have been a servant, and he was, even though he was actually president of the League! He was so in tune with the natural realm that he drew to himself birds, butterflies, and dogs, in addition to whomever might happen cross his path.

He was keenly aware of his surroundings and fully attentive to whatever it was that he was doing. Using our modern jargon, we might say that he practiced mindfulness, or that he lived more keenly in the “now.” In fact, there is a passage in which H.H. has followed Leo and has taken to watching him eat a snack prior to introducing himself. It is a passage that could very well have inspired a Thich Nhat Hanh mindfulness exercise!
[Leo] sat down, leaned against the bench, pressed his head back and for a time looked up at the foliage and the clouds. Then he took a small round white metal box out of his coat pocket, put it by his side on the bench, unscrewed the lid and slowly began to take something out of the box which he put into his mouth and ate with enjoyment. Meantime I walked to and from the entrance to the wood; I then went up to his bench and sat down at the other end. He looked up, gazed at me with clear grey eyes and went on eating. He was eating dried fruits, a few prunes and half apricots. He took them one after the other between two fingers, pressed and fingered each one a little, put them in his mouth and chewed them for a long time with enjoyment. It took a long time before he came to the last one and ate it. He then closed the box again and put it away, leaned back and stretched out his legs.
Which brings us, by my count at least, to the sixth happiness…

The Happiness of the Present Moment

Whereas samadhi comes and goes, whereas the joy of creation fades, whereas meaning is gained and lost, it guides us for a time and then leaves us rudderless in the middle of the vast ocean of existence, whereas community assembles and disperses, service lives on, and the present moment is always with us. The Journey to the East is about happiness of this most transcendent nature. As Hesse writes:
[O]ur goal was not only the East, or rather the East was not only a country and something geographical, but it was the home and youth of the soul, it was everywhere and nowhere, it was the union of all times. Yet I was only aware of this for a moment, and therein lay the reason for my great happiness at that time.

So the happiness of the destination is always within reach. It is with us all the time, but it fades as soon as we begin to reflect upon it or intellectualize about it. This point is hammered home during H.H.’s trial when one of his gravest indiscretions is called to his attention:
I ask you: Do you remember your walk through the town accompanied by the servant Leo, who, as messenger, had to bring you before the High Throne? Yes, you remember. And do you remember how we passed the Town Hall, the Church of St. Paul and the Cathedral, and how the servant Leo entered the Cathedral in order to kneel and pray awhile, and how you not only refrained from entering with me to perform your devotions in accordance with the fourth precept of your League vow, but how you remained outside, impatient and bored, waiting for the end of the tedious ceremony which seemed so unnecessary to you, which was nothing more to you than a disagreeable test of your egoistic impatience? Yes, you remember. By your behavior at the Cathedral gate alone, you have already trampled on the fundamental requirements and customs of the League. You have slighted religion, you have been contemptuous towards a League brother, you have impatiently rejected an opportunity and invitation to prayer and meditations. (Emphasis here is my own.)

This has been a long post! Thank you for reading. I hope it inspires you to read Hesse’s entire novel.

All quotations are from the 1956 translation into English by Hilda Rosner.
The image of Hesse used above is cropped from the cover of a later printing,
designed by Milton Glaser.

Copyright 2015 by Mark Frank